continued from earlier....
 Posted by Annie on October 22, 2010 at 11:33 AM |  delete  edit  comments (3) |
Last night when he woke screaming ( after falling asleep at 10 , waking at 11.30) he laid in the dark for about an hr doing weird stuff with his hands in front of his face., followed by screaming... A scared screaming , Harry was up, Oliver was up, Tom was probably up but decided to stay in his room! So I made tea and toast at 1.30 this morning and sat and watched the teletubbirs etc till 6am. It's the only way to break the cycle of screaming otherthan going for a drive. And sometimes poor Oliver just can't face going for an hrs drive in the middle of the night.
(James has just fallen off the settee flat on his face.... Walked off.... I want him to cry and come for a cuddle.... I worry about his pain threshold )
Anyway, shoul have known what would occur last night as I took both James and Harry out yesterday with my lovely friend steph. Lovely day bit the backlash always spoils everything we do
We attempted to look round some shops. To start with a toy shop.... You would think he would love that, but instead cries. Too much going on in there I think, too many colours surrounding him. Steph made a sharp exit with him whilst Harry and I had a quick look round. ( we have separate pushchairs, James doesn't like the close contact of a double)
I feel for little Harry, he just wants to play, follow James around ..... The opposite happens, if we're not careful and Harry gets pushed to the ground with force
I just thought... Everything sounds like I'm moaning all the time I don't mean it to sound lik that
I just cant think of many great things lately.
I want to see my friends, go out. Go shopping, go for a meal with Oliver somewhere... All of which are near impossible. Everyday I wake up my first thoughts are 'what will today bring'
Happy things I hope today.....
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